Saturday, September 18, 2021

CHAPTER 198: IMPRESSIONS OF MY LIFE: AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A RECHERCHE POET FARE YE. WELL TO JOBS 2012

 CHAPTER 198 RESURROCKTIONS  ROCKS MY WORLD 2011

 



I began the year still hanging clothes at Coldwater Creek.  It was nice having a automatic steamer, but this convenience would not continue though the year.  Coldwater Creek was in deep water. The owner and his wife, who  conceived of th store on Coney Island in New York, despite beginning rather well, working out of an apartment in Sandpoint,

Idaho, they grew to over 300 stores by 2007. That year the founder retired. The new CEO in 2008 projected a growth to 550 strores, but they started to see large loses.  The founder uretired in 2009,  but the business continued to bleed. 

In 2011, the CEO and founder was making large stock purchases of his own company trying to shore it up. They also began getting rid of employees, especially stock staff. My hours were shrinking weekly, and in September I was let go. 


Meanwhile, Goldwater Creek went bankrupt.   It was revved in 2014 as an online and catalog store under different ownership.  They shut down again in 2020, much s due to Covid-19.  In September its assets were purchased at auction by a Hong Kong outfit. In December they had a new website and plans to issue a new catalog.

 


But once more Lisa came to my aid. She spoke with the manager of White House/Black Market, a subsidiary of Chico’s, that was right next to Coldwater Creek,  bragging me up and I got hired there in October as the Stock Supervisor.  


Things did not go well with me in my new place. I didn’t care
for the  store manager and I was struggling now to do the job. My body was giving out on me and I could not get down on my knees to steam anymore. This was probably signs of what was coming for me.  


My hours were also poor and by year end I was on-call, rather than regular hours. Once New Years came, I was laid off and told they would call me back in the Spring, ut that call never came and I was effectively retired.  I was 70 years old.


 

I did  a
book of poems in 2011 called “Delaware Graffiti”. I. Was still selling and performing my poetry, these days if nothing else.  I also did a book of essays, Drinking of  Elder Men, a title was using for my daily Blog.



I then did a second poetry collection, “Sanguinity of
Melancholy”. During this time I did my short story for First Writes as a live reading at  Borders, “Ya Gotta Be Bats”.








One of the poet I became quite close to, sort of a mentor,
was a younger woman named Amanda Kimball. She was a very good poet who lacked faith in herself.  I kept encouraging her to read her work publicly and she finally did at a presentation to the Newark Arts Alliance of Delaware as did I. To be perfect honest, I hd a crush on Amanda in those days, but nothing untoward ever  happened. Both of us were married with children.




I do not know where she his today, but since years ago she was featured in “Delaware Today”, I assume she did all right. I wrote a poem based on the picture of her that appeared in that magazine and it became my last published piece and that was in 2008. Wow, that long ago. 








 






Like the fate of many writers no longer being  published a lot of people seemed to discover some of my work after 2013-2014. I was listed in Speculative Fiction Writers database for instance.


Mentions and reviews appeared about me in “The Essential
Guide to  Werewolf Literature”   by Brian J. Frost ), 

 Published by the University of Wisconsin Press,  a Ray and Pat Browne Book in the Popular Press Imprint.






A collocation of all eerie fiction in Mike Howless magazine called “Weird World Eerie Publications”







2014th Mashpedia Poetry Top 100, and 







oddly an essay I 

wrote called “There Was a Crooked Man” which was reprintedin a Physical Training volume called “The D Side” in 2015, and published in Australia,  I believe. 













Finally, a number of my poems were favorably included in John E. Wordslinger’s ( A pseudonym for John O’Hara) anthology “Poetry Train America” in 2015.






In 2009 one of my stories was


included  in an auction collection entitled “The King Rarities”. Which was ironic because Steven King only had two stories included, while I had one. This collection was put out for bid starting at $1800. 


 


In 2011. My Website was named both “Best of the Web” an one of ‘Delaware’s top Blogs”. 





I won three Perfect Poet Awards in 2011 as well as The.Emerging Star Writer award from Bluebird Books. These awards would have been nicer if they had come at the beginning of my career and not the end of it.




At Easter time cracks began between my church, Northlife Community Church, and myself.  The Pastor decided to change the Easter Service. He was interview on the Philadelphia Rock Station, WMMR about his plans for  Easter, when he was going to present for the first time his Resurrocktion service. 

 


He is a frustrated Rock singer. I am not sure, though, these rock songs were appropriate for an Esther service, even if he did change some of the lyrics to fit the occasion. 

 

When we came in on Easter Sunday we found the alter stage dropped in black, with multi-cored klieg lights cutting thoughts haze caused by a fog machine. He had turned the sanctuary into a nightclub.


This kind of thing was the beginning of my split with his church, although I stayed another year or so and saw things degrade further.


One of our top Elders left almost immediately. He was man who did many things at the church, but at a board meeting he objected strongly with Pastor spending $10,000 to finance his little rock concert without getting board permission first, as he should have. This board member quit in a huff.


It was not long after this that Pastor brought before the congregation a major crane to the churched constitution. Actually, the change would away with us being a congregation church, and since the this got voted in, it would be the last vote we as a congregation would be allowed. Now the church was pretty much in the hands of the Pastor and the Board, but since the Pastor was hand picking the board, it was basically him. He had the power to fire a Board Member, but no one had no power to dismiss him. 


After this constitution was voted in about half the members of the  church left and went elsewhere. I still stuck around, until the Pastor announced that every Sunday the Faith Team (singers and band) would do a GodSmack song as part of the service.


As I said after Resurrocktion, as the Pastor named the Easter Service, I was a bit on shaky grounds, especially after he had spoken to me about writing and then told me about a piece he had gotten published recently in a book, which he


suggested I read. I was in Barnes & Nobel and looked everywhere. I searched the religion section and the cultural sections with no luck, but just by chance I spotted near the bottom on the Sex Books shelf. Say, what? 


The book was edited by John Bowe and called: :US Americans Take About Love. It bas a collection of essays. My Pastor's piece was entitled: "God created the Orgasim. How col is that!" There is no doubt God did this, but should a Pastor be touting a book found in the Sex section of the store.




I had never heard of Godsmack and assumed they were a Christian Rock band. I looked them up and discovered they were simply an American Rock Band out of  Massachusetts. The had of best selling albums and a slew  of awards, including Grammys and Billboards. Not only weren’t they a Christian Rock Band, I couldn’t see how you could sing a lot of their lyrics in a church.



Apparently God felt the same way. A week or so before Brad was going to start this Godsmack sing-along he was playing
softball in a church league. He slid into third base and tore up his leg. He didn’t break it, but the damage was bad enough to sideline him for several weeks an we had substitute preachers. Yes, God smacked Brad hard. This ended the whole Godsmack thing and it didn’t come up again. 




Now long after I joined the others who had fled Northlife Community and left. Now I had no community.


Wednesday, September 15, 2021

CHAPTER 197: IMPRESSIONS OF MY LIFE: AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF A RECHERCHE POET FARE YE. WELL TO JOBS 2010

 CHAPTER 197 THE FARE YE WELLS TO JOBS.  2010


 



There would be a plethora of books beginning this decade.   One book of poetry, New Castle Lineman and three collections of essays:



 






A Writer Walks and Writes of Walking


 









Modern Inconveniences: Living With Frankenstein




 




This Old Man








There were about to be great changes in this decade that would effect to direction of my remaining life.  

 


The first concerned my occupation as a Stock Supervisor. I had worked successfully  at  Chico’s for a bit over six years.  But at the end
of 2009, for whatever reason, the powers that were in that chain decided to terminate Lisa Butler as the store manager, and somewhere in the same general time, the Assistant Manager Rhona Casey Clarke derided to cut ties as well. Lisa and Rhona  had been long tine close friends, plus Rhona was going through a separation and divorce. After this she dropped the Clarke from her name.



The company was putting pressure upon me to become a cashier. They were doing away with stock people, something I did not agree with. I liked my job in stock and was darn good at it. The sales staff did not like working in stock and was happy I was there so they didn’t have to, but now the company one to make everybody do al the jobs. The sales staff would be required to take their turn in receiving the new items, unboxing everything and hanging uo the clothes.


I would be required to man the cash registers and deal with


the clientele. I did not see myself being good at such a thing. I found many of the women who shopped with to be spoiled and disrespectful. They would come in and cry out to any one they saw with a sharp “hey you” They could often be over demanding and rude.  A Cashier would have to maintain a calm and pleasant attitude with dealing with these people. I have a lot of patience, but I knew how I was. I would put up with so much nonsense and then I would get sarcastic.


I decided ti resign, even though I needed the income. I left in February. 



I was not out of a job for long. Within a month I got a phone call from Lisa, who was becoming the Store Manager for Cold Water Creek at the Christiana Mall. She wanted to know if I would come to that store as the Stock Supervisor, of course my answer was enviously yes.


There was an orientation I had to attend given by managers of Coldwater Creek. It was held in a classroom at the  University Of Delaware in Newark, Delaware.  Om my first day of my new employment everyone was at the Christiana Mall to set up the new store. 


Trucks pulled int a alleyway behind one wing of the building
and  offloaded racks of hung clothes to we workers, along with several boxes of other merchandise. It was our job to take all this material down a hallway inside the mall and fill up the waiting empty store just down  from the entrance to Nordstroms.



The store was right along the wide hallway, across from a J&H and not far up the corridor from the Apple Store. There were great lines that formed at the door of the Apple Store and circled down the  corridors and out to the

parking lot ever time Apple introduced a new iPhone. Some even carried small chairs or stood to sit on while waiting. 



One time I noticed that a preponderance of those waiting were  Asian. I didn’t think we had that many Asi

ans in Delaware, we are a very small state, and I pointed this fact out to Lisa (right). 


“Oh,” I was told. “They weren’t from Delaware. The Asians were  from New York. Delaware has no sales tax. It is cheaper for them to  carpool down than to buy in New York because New York has a very high sales tax.”


We began setting the store in order, stocking it. It was not easy work  because there was a lot of merchandise. There was a lunch break and Coldwater Creek had food catered for us. It was a couple hours after that lunch that I felt woozy. I had to sit down. Never had this happen before. I thought in was really embarrassing, but then, I was much older than most of the other employees.  I had just turned 70. Lisa Butler (right) sent me  home to rest. I was back to work the next day for our opening and thought other of it, other than I was getting older.



My parents celebrated their 70th wedding university on June 21.





 


They renewed  their vows in a special ceremony at Bethal Methodist Church of Spring City. 








My father was now
retired  from driving both truck and school bus,  but at 92 he was still holding down a  job Both he and my mother worked as Sextons at the church.

 



We attended the Kennett Square Mushroom Festival again on 9/21 even though it rained. Maybe it was Nostalgia, for as a teenager my mother had worked in one of the Kennett square mushroom plants.



The same month my wife joined her log time friends for a luncheon. They called themselves theUpper Darby Butterflies. 




Carol Shuplus






Jackie West








Eely Weinmann







Pat West Ensor






MaryLou Marple Pappola




Lois Heaey Meredith

They had their little party at La Laconda, an Italian Restaurant along West Chester Pike near Newtown Square.









Playing games on Christmas Day. 









 





In June my kids took us all to a Blue Rocks game for Father’s Day.  The Blue Rocks are a High-A Minor League  team affilated with the Washington Nationals, and they play in Wilmington at the Judy Johnson Field in the Daniel

S. Frawley Stadium. Prior to 2021 they were affiliated with as a farm team of the Kansas City Royals, except in 2005-2006 when they were affiliated with the Boston  Red Sox. They have been in the Carolina League since 1993.  



It was always a relatively inexpensive way to spend a fun evening because they did a lot of  special hi-jinx

between innings, always entertaining. The Blue Rocks mascots have been Rocky Bluewinkle and the rather strange Mr. Celary. 







In J
uly Laurel was out horseback riding with a friend. Laurel in on the left. 









In the same month she attended the Delaware State Fair in Harrington. 





 



It was on Just 10 that Ronald and I had a reunion with Stuart Meisel. This had been arranged by Stuart’s eldest daughter Leslie, who is a actress out of New York. She has performed in several off-Broadway productions and also on TV.








Stuart, Ronald and I met up in a shopping mall in Pennsylvania, there inseparable boys in Downingtown during the 1950s. Ronald and I have been in almost daily communications on


Facetime. He lives these days in the Lower Slower Delaware County of Sussex in the Southern end of the state, while I live in the North in New Castle County.  Stuart had the furthers to travel since he now lives in the City of Fort Lauderdale, Florida, named for one of the forts build during the Second Seminole War.

 


We three in 1957.




 


We three in 2011.




 




It was in this period that my son and Jackie began going steady.












In October I bought a new  Apple iMac










On November 21, Lois and I  spent a day touring the Homewell Furnace Museum along Route 23 new Bucktown, Pennsylvania. We had Both visited this site several times in the past. 



Laurel, who was known by the nickname of Cat, became one for Halloween. This was for a party at the  shelter. She was in charge of the cats there.










Perhaps this was to be our last calm and peaceful year